Vinspiration

Unannounced, she leaves saying no goodbyes. Unheralded, she passes on giving no warnings. Unpredictably, she transmutes from earthly being to an Angel -  Our little saint Your unexpected exit has left me in shambles. I'm a total mess - confusion all over. Those you left behind are all at sea. My befuddled mind refuses to accept your departure. We had plans - a brighter future, a happy future I knew our unforseen issues would be solved because we got each other's back. Then you left! No good byes, no warnings  You just left! You were to cater for half and I the other. Though we were opposites, we were to supplement each other like the Chinese yin-yang.  Yet you travelled home without giving me heads up. Dedicated to Pammie ❤ Written by J-Elle

Reality check; life seems to present me with camouflaged routes. But I believe my end shall be glorious. I will genuflect in praise of my Father for his goodness It is no surprise that every human being is defensive even in trivial matters We can't seem to be enough for ourselves We toil day in and day out, we sacrifice a lot just to make ends meet. In all aspects of our lives, we desire perfection and much more. But how much is enough? At a point in my life, I wanted to become everything I had imagined possible Being a blessed family man, prolific public speaker and a global development advocate was on top of my list The future is uncertain, but I am not giving up on my dreams. I believe I am gradually becoming a visionary. I expected nature to understand my quest to be the successful Victor in life. I thought if I knew everything about something I will become some kind of superhero. I contemplated living my very own fairy tale. Sometimes I get worried, I get sca...

All I want  Is to scream. All I want to do  Is scream!! Scream out loud  I wish to do. Yet my lips refuse to open. All I want Is to scream. All I want to do Is scream!! Scream out loud  I crave for. I gather all my courage Filled with strength to the brim I finally open my lips Yet no sound. All I want  Is to scream. All I want to do Is scream!! Scream out loud I desire. Forces all around me  Are against my wish. The brain continuously says scream.  My eyes boldly see the words S-C-R-E-A-M.  My body refuses to cooperate  Yet I need to scream! Written by J-Elle

I want to cry I want to let go I want to pour it all out I want to empty myself I want freedom! I hunger for freedom Yet I am STARVED. Circumstances prevent me from true freedom I am perceived as the strong  Made of stone, no heart None feels pity for me None shares in my pain All they see is strength That is all they choose to see  Yet I know my weaknesses  I feel my pain  I suffer! While none helps My heart continually breaks Always shuttering Each passing day with a greater pain O such unbearable pain I cannot talk I am not allowed to complain No platform available for my likes to vent Because the 'weak' look to me I am not allowed true freedom I cry myself to bed each night Waking up looking strong  Always looking okay So that all may be encouraged to be okay But am I really okay? Am I really fine? Do I know the true meaning of freedom? Do I actually live? I believe I am merely existing  Pretending to be living And a...

Be enrolled in a Christian life course This school is eternal and it's powered by faith The process is the definition of a mystery Only the love of God can make you do this without any fear. It's all about the lovely faith course. If it's about all you have been praying for, The Lord says Be still because my grace is sufficient for you”. You have to trust and obey. It's all about the lovely faith course God doesn't need you to be famous to get His attention. He knows you by NAME. Return home into His presence. He wants to reason with you about you. It's all about the lovely faith course As you embark on this pursuit of happiness, success and service to God and Mankind, The path may be a replica of the valley of the shadow of death. Have no fear! You shall survive Because He that lives in you is mightier and greater than any obstacles. Victory belongs to God alone. It's all about the lovely faith course You add va...

I say the truth and I'm picked on. I speak my mind and "I'm a quarrel". I voice the wrongs out and "I'm a devil's advocate " Why O Why ?! Why does society dislike the knowledge of their mistakes? Why does society deliberately act as though they make no wrongs? Why does society hate the TRUTH?! We pick on the few change makers.  We emotionally abuse our "needed correctors" We shun these "devil's advocates". We do our very best to shut the "Truth sayers" Yet we forget! We forget, that all are necessary.  All, including the "devil's advocate", are essential for building our society. Written by J-Elle

"Friends come and go." Countless times I heard this statement, yet never thought it would affect us. Through thick and thin we stood by each other. I always maintained that you were one of the best - A true friend. One who came to stay forever I believed. But it seems I got it wrong.  Forever is not Us "Friends come and go, one cannot control who stays or leaves." For many reasons, friends come and go You came to teach You loved And most importantly we experienced life together  Now it seems it's time for you to go. Your departure flight is ready Filled with mixed feelings all I can say is goodbye "Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends leave footprints in your heart." You leave behind many footprints - the truest friend you were. Losing you is sad  Yet, I'm happy I am excited because your duty to leave footprints in other lives calls "Friends go and come but the best stay." You may ...